Saturday, April 26, 2014

0 to 18.


She changed our world forever.

From the first moment I laid eyes on her, the bond I felt from the first flutter kicks was welded forever.  As I held our tiny baby girl, I fell in love--a love so strong and so deep that even potty training and the teenage years couldn't shake it!

As I stared in wonder at the tiny life we had created, my heart melted.  Her sweet pink lips, button nose, tiny hands...and little toes.  She was perfect in my eyes.

I dreamed of the little girl she would become--full of smiles, who would grow in love and give love and find that elusive happiness.

I never dreamed the years would go by so quickly.

I never dreamed she would be blonde and 5'9" tall.


I never dreamed she would play water polo.

So, so many things I didn't anticipate, as I held her in my arms for the first time,

18 years ago. 

In our culture, she becomes an adult today.

High school graduation is just a few weeks away.

She is strong and ready for the next steps in her journey.

 But I never dreamed it would be so hard to let go...

even as I dreamed she would soar.

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

16

Precocious from the start, Miss Kiahra charms us with her sweet smiles.


Mamas have a heart full of their favorite moments that begin with that first flutter of movement. 

I love this photogenic moment with those gloriously kissable checks.

The sparkle in her eyes...and that full mouth smile.

The chubby little hand already intertwined in her shoelace.

Pure baby sweetness.

Six months old.

Now sixteen years old.

Driving.

Socializing.

Still precocious.

Still Mama's baby girl.

XOXOX



Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Angel Island

The fog clung overhead, as we waited patiently with our bicycles for the ferry, watching the pier slowly came alive with people.  Anxiously anticipating our excursion, Kade and Chayse rolled up and down the wharf.  Finally the ferry arrived, and soon we were cruising across the bay to Angel island.

We debarked last, pushing our bicycles down the gangplank.  The brisk bay breeze greeted us as we sought out a map of the island.  Soon we were pedaling down the trail--but only for a brief moment before it was up the trail!

This brick hospital sat alone atop the hill.



Evidently we were a curious sight as we continued down the trail.


We rolled down the hill into Camp Reynolds.  During the Civil War, the federal government established a couple garrisons on the island to prevent attacks on the Bay Area by Confederate sympathizers.  


My rolling days were short lived, as I had a flat tire.  Adeptly Ron tackled the challenge with our emergency patch kit.


As we sat on the road quietly, we heard a tapping.  This little woodpecker was next to us searching for breakfast!


Finally, the tire seemed ready to roll again, so we trekked back up the looonnng hill.

The morning fog started to lift and blue skies peeked through.

The dynamic views made the climb worthwhile as we kicked off spring break with Kade and Chayse.


The scenery not only took my breath away...but also the last of the air in my tire...again.  

Ron and Kade took the wheel off and headed back down to the dock where a bike rental shop stood in hopes that we might be able to buy a new tube.  The request for help was met with some resistance, but eventually Ron talked them into letting him buy a tube for twice the market price.  Then they reluctantly allowed him to use their hand pump even though the air compressor stood silently next to it.  Wheel in hand, Ron headed back up the trail with Kade in the lead.

As we waited Chayse convinced me it was lunch time, so in the warmth of the emerging sun we dined bayside gazing across the horizon at the Bay bridge, San Francisco, and the Golden Gate.

Chayse discovered that the vibrant flowers nearby were the California state flower.


Soon our boys returned, ready for lunch too!

Reluctantly, we left our scenic vista and resumed our ride around the island--enjoying the freedom of the downhill ride and feeling the burn back up the hill.



History came alive as we rolled by the landmarks.   As we neared the end of our journey, we paused at the immigration center that opened in 1910.  Once again I stood on the dock where the immigrants welcomed the sight of land after crossing the Pacific Ocean.



Then we climbed all the steps into the Immigration Station Museum.


After recent visits to the National Archives, I read several typed interviews that occurred here...in this room...probably typed on the typewritier...


Actually, it was more of an interrogation process, and it required waiting (it was after all, a government process).


Cramped quarters were an understatement.


And it inspired the poetry of heartache.


Kade discovered carved artwork on the walls--even though it had been painted over.  

As we roamed the stark quarters, we could only imagine what life was like here 100 years earlier. 

Standing in the quietness of history is oft the most powerful lesson.